God, psychic harm, though yikes. Hey what was yr first illusion of? That must still have been freaky.[...] and I guess he probs wouldn't have let us be super supportive anyway lmao it would've been the exact same thing no matter what.

I think I'm less concerned about the control thing now that i haven't killed anyone in 2 weeks. i'll get there. AM running into the issue of not having enough to practice on//debating ethics of just giving random ppl little bruises like they think they just bumped into a coffee table but it's my eyes.